#augustmoon2013 Day 22

Midday

lovebugsbirthdayToday, at midday, I was wrapping a present for my soon to be 15 year old niece. She told me when I saw her this summer, “I’ll be able to get my permit, drive a car — can you believe that?” How she got to be 15, how it is that she’s not still the tiny little girl who would pretend to read the newspaper while she twirled her feet or the one who would sing “I’m coming up, so you better get this party started” every time she walked up the stairs or the one who loved watching Scooby Doo and eating broccoli with cheese or scrambled eggs with ketchup and answered to Love Bug — this I can’t understand.

I told her in the card I wrote her that it was hard to believe she was already 15 because so much of the time it feels like I’m still 15. And yet, Eric and I have been married almost 20 years, Obi and Dexter lived their whole lives with us and are now gone, we’ve been in this house 12 years already, I’ve been at CSU for 13, and I’ll be 46 in a few months. Time goes so fast, life goes so fast, too fast. Taking a deep breath at midday and telling Jessamy that loving her is one of the truest things there is, it’s all I can do to slow it down.

6 thoughts on “#augustmoon2013 Day 22

  1. Sherry Richert Belul

    LOVE this. Just seeing this beautiful gift and reading your words makes me appreciate life so much. It goes by quickly. That’s why I’m so grateful to you and everyone else who reminds me to be as present as I can! 🙂

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  2. Kat McNally

    Yes, slow down. Slow right down, my friend. You have time. Savour it.
    PS I agree with Tina: what a lucky gal, to have you for an auntie! xx

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