I have been spending the day missing Blogtoberfest, my inspiration for publishing a blog post every day. I am writing every day for National Novel Writing Month, but since that project is intended to be a draft of a birthday present for Eric, I can’t really share it here–the boy reads my blog. I toyed with taking the day off, not publishing a blog post today, but after a month of doing it faithfully, I’m not ready for that just yet.
Then I was reminded of a facebook meme that runs the month of November, 30 Days of Gratitude. There are lots of other gratitude projects and resources out there. For example, “Zoom in on Gratitude: 30 Day Photo Challenge” (can’t wait to try that one next), and Britt Bravo has lots of ideas on her website, “Have Fun * Do Good.” So that’s what I think I’m going to do the rest of this month. I’ll still do Monday’s Something Good and Tuesday’s Three Truths and One Wish, but on the other days, I will offer up my gratitude.
Gratitude, Day One: I am grateful for practice. To train and repeat, to come back again and again with mindful attention. No expectations of perfection, but rather with the intention of continuing to show up, to not judge what happens as “good” or “bad,” but rather to simply keep going, to be, again and again.
I have many practices in my life: yoga, mediation, walking the dogs, and writing. Each of them gives me the opportunity to meet and work with myself, wherever I am. Every time I step on the mat, sit on the cushion, enter the park as I hold my two boys, or pick up my pen, I begin again. I am rooted, centered, steady, and present, and even when I am not, I am trying.
“We think that the point is to pass the test or to overcome the problem, but the truth is that things don’t really get solved. They come together and they fall apart.”
― Pema Chödrön
- What do you practice?