Gratitude Friday

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1. Sunflowers. Eric stopped at Garden Sweet‘s stand to buy strawberries, but they didn’t have any, so he got tomatoes instead, and a sunflower for my desk.

2. Sweet Sam, asleep in his crate while I work, learning to eat at the “big dog” spot, protecting me from garbage trucks and squirrels and mail people and animals on the TV, putting up with all the extra attention, sleeping in with me, taking lots of walks, and all the wordless communication that can happen when I really pay attention.

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3. New Quan Yin and Ganesh for my writing desk, bought from Nepal Tibet Imports, a local store where I’ve been shopping for the past 20 years, still owned and worked by the same family that started it. The Quan Yin is sitting on a Snow Lion, which looks like a huge dog, is a symbol of bravery and the guardian of truth.

4. A new dishwasher, (yes, Mom, we finally got one!), and a local company to buy from that has been around almost as long as me, Poudre Valley Appliance, established in 1968. The thing Eric and I hadn’t expected is how much more counterspace we have now since there’s no longer a need for a dish rack.

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5. Hummingbird feeder. We loved the one at the cabin so much that we decided to try one in our backyard. We’ve only seen one hummingbird so far, and we aren’t sure if it was actually able to get anything from our feeder, but we are hopeful that word will get around that the lunch buffet is open.

Bonus Joy: Teaching from Pema Chödrön. I have been watching a series of videos she made for a weekend at the Omega Institute, “Marks of Existence,” and her talk on suffering was very helpful. She is so wise, so funny, tells the best stories and gives the best advice.

Tender Hearted Warrior: Guest Post for Jamie Ridler

mettaprayerWednesdays are often the day I wishcast with Jamie Ridler. She provides a prompt and we provide the wishes in response. Jamie has been taking a break from her regular practices and posts because the day after we lost our sweet Dexter, she lost her mom to cancer.

Almost a week before both those sad events, I got an email from Jamie, inviting me to do a guest post on her blog, since she would be taking a break for a bit. She said,

I wondered what would honour my mom, all that I’ve learned from her, all that her life has stood for, and I thought about something she said recently, “It’s not about being tough. It’s about being tender.” And that seemed just right.

My guest post, Tender Hearted Warrior, is up on Jamie’s blog today. The prompt was “It’s not about being tough. It’s about being tender,” and Jamie invited those of us writing to offer whatever came to us as a response, “anything goes.”

It seems so appropriate to me that it was published on a Wishcasting Wednesday. Today, I am wishing Jamie comfort and peace as she lives and loves her way through this difficult time. I wish the same for all those who have lost their mothers, in all the ways that can happen. I wish this same comfort and peace for all of us who have had to let go of someone we love, anyone who has suffered a loss, who carries the heaviness of big love that no longer has the same, familiar place to land, for anyone who is grieving. May we feel this hurt and continue to keep our hearts open.

As I mentioned the other day, I was so happy to support Jamie by writing this post, to have the opportunity to do something, anything for her as she lives this loss. It is becoming more and more clear to me that the only way any of us make it through the confusion and chaos of being human is together, helping each other, showing up, offering support, being kind, because as Ram Dass says “we are all just walking each other home.”