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#augustbreak2013 Day 14

Stillness

stillnessA blank page, the moment between breaths, white noise, the still dark of early morning, the sky resting between day and night at dawn and dusk, my feet in the sand and eyes on the water and ears full of the sound of the ocean, the moment just after a dog sigh, a pause, a gap, the riot of bees in my garden before the sun gets too hot, shavasana, resting in the middle of a good story, the moment right after laughing, a long walk, the moment after hiking up and up and up when you finally reach the highest point, a heron flying the length of the river, the moment they stopped breathing, stopped suffering.

#augustbreak2013 Day 13

Home

This concept is always a bit tricky for me, as there are two places I consider home: Colorado and Oregon.

homeI love our little house, our little life in Fort Collins, with the gardens in front and back, the lilacs along the fence and by the mailbox, the trees we’ve planted and the ones now gone that we still remember, the Rocky Mountain Bee Plants that surprised us one year and return each spring to feed the riot of bees, the hardwood floors and the patterned plaster ceilings, the elementary school around the corner and our favorite park so close. The layout of the house is almost exactly like the one I grew up in, and I love that, loved that house, that home too. One reason it will be difficult to let this one go now, if we ever do, is that two of my dogs died here, and as weird as it might sound, that is a precious thing.

oceanviewAnd yet, half my heart still lives in Oregon, splitting its time between the Willamette Valley and the Central Oregon Coast.

samonthecouchBut the truest home I have is this: home is where my dog is (dogs are), and wherever that is, he’s (they’re) probably with Eric, so even better.